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ughhhh zero i mean ZERO jobs want me like why, not even the simplest ones like this cashier gig :
Labas,
nuoširdžiai dėkojame, kad susidomėjai darbu „...“ ir skyrei laiko dalyvauti atrankoje. Tai labai vertiname!
Išnagrinėję visas kandidatūras, šįkart į kitą atrankos etapą pakvietėme kitą kandidatą. Tačiau tavo karjeros kelias „...“ komandoje gali prasidėti jau netrukus – kviečiame sekti mūsų naujienas ir atviras pozicijas čia >>.
Pagarbiai
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Talentų pritraukimo ir atrankų specialistė
this is the second rejection email i got in the past like hour and it especially hurt cuz i was so sure ill get it due to my skills and location
but ughhhh i cannot 🥹 it is so mentally painful to be applying to like a billion positions and be accepted to zero, it was 70 positions before now its like definitely more --- my current goal is to apply to all and everything i can
what am i doing wrong what is this labour market, i am feeling insanely stressed about this 😭 what makes it worse is that people aew laughing at me about it like what kind of a laughing manner is this,,, "become a burger flipper" I AM TRYING TO and other cynical comments, general pompous behavious directsd at me it all sucks,,, labour market is rejecting me while my environment is simply leaving me astray and it feels si mentally draining
https://github.com/xai-org/x-algorithm
corporate stunt ( again )
no docs, no commit history, no PRs or issues either ( though understandable what happened last time, but no CONTRIBUTING.md file even ... ), etc
elon "open sources" recommendation algorithms providing exactly 0 value to the open source community just to gain publicity praising him as "an open source hero"
gross, gross, gross ...
the nginx RCE bug is so overplayed
it requires ALSR disabled and even then its not guarenteed considering how many servers run alpine with musl
i guess theres the risk of a DoS still but, although fail2ban & rate limiting greatly mitigate this risk
just use ufw or some other FW, alpine ( if possible ), fail2ban, ensure to drop worker process permissions, and keep your server up to date
if protecting children and preventing violence are the priorities, those standards should apply consistently regardless of race, religion, nationality, political, sexuality, gender, age, and alike
if one more person tries to shove zig or rust down my throat against my will i WILL rewrite all of their modernware in the most vile, unsafe c89 ones ever seen
good night
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Lekia gandrai, bėga slėptis barsukai
Didžėjus sau ramiai jau pakuoja plokštelę
Nuslinko saulelė jau, užsnūdo svietą
Aš palikau savo vartus paskui plunksnuotą panelę
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DONT MIND US WERE JUST SPILLING OUR GUTS IF THIS IS LOVE I DONT WANNA BE LOVED YOU FILL THE ROOM WITH UR FILTHY TONGUE WATCH ME CHOKE IT DOWN SO I CAN THROW IT UP
im staying in for the rest of today, but had a short conversation about the hatecrime event that happened and it reminded me of the happenings that happened in the past
ive been beat up, spat on, not let into buildings like school, stalked, etc multiple times just because i am lgbt and thats like wild lol, nowadays the discrimination is mainly verbal and systematic -- slurs, threats, bureaucracy, baseless opinion-based arguments from authority ( e.g., the time school teachers collected and decided they "cannot call me by my name" based on "legal basis", despite there not being such a law, and now that i put pressure on them its fine ?????? and now theyre complaining that it wasnt from "day 1" ??? like who tf refused this in the first place )
anyway at least now im not getting beat up ... mainly getting verbal attacks, some creepy people taking pictures of me, rarely get spat on now which is nice, its been a while since someone not let me into a building because of how i am -- so glad thats progress
maybe one day lithuania will do something about this, but nemuno aušra ( party that started from žemaitaitis being anti-Semitic ) being one of the more popular parties in lithuania does not make me hopeful for the foreseeable future
i cannot wait for my hair to grow back to i look more fem again lol i havent looked this masculine in years so i think thats kind of a part of why i got hatecrimed
>what nice weather today
>goes out
>walking
>2 men and a chav walk out the corner
>gets threatened to kill because "i look like an fword"
>"ok loser if you think you can do this shit lets call police"
>he goes away
>god i love lithuania
idk what am i doing wrong, im applying to mainly unqualified positions and yet my response rate is 5.7%, and i cant apply to most qualified positions due to lack of experience
people tell me "become a burger flipper or something", "big girl jobs require big girl pants", "look for jobs on linkedin / cvbankas / facebook / fediverse", etc but despite understanding and doing all of that i am still left astray
im so confused
oh well im graduating in just over a month, so ill start applying to more serious jobs in ~2 weeks, well see how that goes, hopefully by mid-june i have something secured
i think the copy fail CVE is the fastest ive seen the linux ecosystem provision a mitigation, about a day later and even debian has a fix pushed down to stable