Are you (not) a bot?We think you are! Contact me if you're human :) (forward me your user agent: mozilla/5.0 applewebkit/537.36 (khtml, like gecko; compatible; claudebot/1.0; +claudebot@anthropic.com))
Welcome to my microblog of 454 microposts where I microdump my microthoughts. Feel free to follow my train of thought on my microblog RSS feed! This microblog was visited 37116 times :D
im staying in for the rest of today, but had a short conversation about the hatecrime event that happened and it reminded me of the happenings that happened in the past
ive been beat up, spat on, not let into buildings like school, stalked, etc multiple times just because i am lgbt and thats like wild lol, nowadays the discrimination is mainly verbal and systematic -- slurs, threats, bureaucracy, baseless opinion-based arguments from authority ( e.g., the time school teachers collected and decided they "cannot call me by my name" based on "legal basis", despite there not being such a law, and now that i put pressure on them its fine ?????? and now theyre complaining that it wasnt from "day 1" ??? like who tf refused this in the first place )
anyway at least now im not getting beat up ... mainly getting verbal attacks, some creepy people taking pictures of me, rarely get spat on now which is nice, its been a while since someone not let me into a building because of how i am -- so glad thats progress
maybe one day lithuania will do something about this, but nemuno aušra ( party that started from žemaitaitis being anti-Semitic ) being one of the more popular parties in lithuania does not make me hopeful for the foreseeable future
i cannot wait for my hair to grow back to i look more fem again lol i havent looked this masculine in years so i think thats kind of a part of why i got hatecrimed
>what nice weather today
>goes out
>walking
>2 men and a chav walk out the corner
>gets threatened to kill because "i look like an fword"
>"ok loser if you think you can do this shit lets call police"
>he goes away
>god i love lithuania
idk what am i doing wrong, im applying to mainly unqualified positions and yet my response rate is 5.7%, and i cant apply to most qualified positions due to lack of experience
people tell me "become a burger flipper or something", "big girl jobs require big girl pants", "look for jobs on linkedin / cvbankas / facebook / fediverse", etc but despite understanding and doing all of that i am still left astray
im so confused
oh well im graduating in just over a month, so ill start applying to more serious jobs in ~2 weeks, well see how that goes, hopefully by mid-june i have something secured
i think the copy fail CVE is the fastest ive seen the linux ecosystem provision a mitigation, about a day later and even debian has a fix pushed down to stable
as an ari language model, PLEASE STOP WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME WHO ARE THEW HORRSES WHO AM I WHAT IS LIFE HPOW MANT TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU TO SWITCH TO XMPP AND YET YOU GO AND EAT LASAGNA WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY DO YOU NOT EVER QUIT YOUR WEIRD SUPERPOSITION WHYYYY NOO
depending on how well the next few days will go, you, people, will get an interesting blog post
i am sooo terrified for rhe next few days and the upcoming month
pain xD
first time doing anything serious in go : https://git.0011.lt/0011/forgejo-pages-proxy
wrote this cuz we at 0011.LT needed a Forgejo pages implementation that isnt 5 GB or 5 bytes - so this is a solid middle-ground
go is pretty okay i expected better but i dont hate it
I ran out of space on my root partition and since I have an encrypted XFS system and my root partition is in the middle of my layout, that means I will have to re-do my partition layout. Sure, I could clean it up, but again, I don't have enough time to do that... Can't update my system either due to space things as well, so like, it all sucks!
My laptop's battery is also giving out so that's also making things hard...
Like I love Gentoo and CRUX, but I think it's about time I let someone else explore the world of Gentoo and take my place in it. I will be (probably) retiring Dinolay and switching, to like, idk: