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not feeling good mentally like at all
via email alone i applied to 93 positions thus far, all of which either ignored, ghosted, or rejected me
applied to a couple positions IRL as well, all failed
applied via online platforms too, failed
add all of that together and we have like 100+ positions
what the hell
tomorrow or at least day after tomorrow im exhausting my last options and if it fails i am so soso done with life, im not doing ts anymore
i feel depressed, anxious, and in general awful mental pain,, each rejection, ghosting feels like another wound in my body
nooooooo lidl rejected me 😭
how do i get a job i applied to like a billion positions
im genuinely losing hope
oh well im trying for the last time tomorrow ... if nothing works out i am so done with life
my bald head ( well now not completely bald ) is triggering bigots so much and its beautiful how it highlights the bigot in bigots
went on like 45 or so min walk ended up getting *hatecrimed 6 times
*eh i mean one of those times were just shouting the fslur at me from a driving car so yknow theyre not all the same weight
anywho, its beautiful, i kinda wanna be bald always now as a social experiment, tho i miss my hair so idk
lithuania is a very beautiful country
ughhhh zero i mean ZERO jobs want me like why, not even the simplest ones like this cashier gig :
Labas,
nuoširdžiai dėkojame, kad susidomėjai darbu „...“ ir skyrei laiko dalyvauti atrankoje. Tai labai vertiname!
Išnagrinėję visas kandidatūras, šįkart į kitą atrankos etapą pakvietėme kitą kandidatą. Tačiau tavo karjeros kelias „...“ komandoje gali prasidėti jau netrukus – kviečiame sekti mūsų naujienas ir atviras pozicijas čia >>.
Pagarbiai
...
Talentų pritraukimo ir atrankų specialistė
this is the second rejection email i got in the past like hour and it especially hurt cuz i was so sure ill get it due to my skills and location
but ughhhh i cannot 🥹 it is so mentally painful to be applying to like a billion positions and be accepted to zero, it was 70 positions before now its like definitely more --- my current goal is to apply to all and everything i can
what am i doing wrong what is this labour market, i am feeling insanely stressed about this 😭 what makes it worse is that people aew laughing at me about it like what kind of a laughing manner is this,,, "become a burger flipper" I AM TRYING TO and other cynical comments, general pompous behavious directsd at me it all sucks,,, labour market is rejecting me while my environment is simply leaving me astray and it feels si mentally draining
https://github.com/xai-org/x-algorithm
corporate stunt ( again )
no docs, no commit history, no PRs or issues either ( though understandable what happened last time, but no CONTRIBUTING.md file even ... ), etc
elon "open sources" recommendation algorithms providing exactly 0 value to the open source community just to gain publicity praising him as "an open source hero"
gross, gross, gross ...
the nginx RCE bug is so overplayed
it requires ALSR disabled and even then its not guarenteed considering how many servers run alpine with musl
i guess theres the risk of a DoS still but, although fail2ban & rate limiting greatly mitigate this risk
just use ufw or some other FW, alpine ( if possible ), fail2ban, ensure to drop worker process permissions, and keep your server up to date