last day of j*b week left til uni eugh
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to follow up on #637, i also noticed that people feel entitled to your private lives mowadays, just because you choose to share some details, they believe they are entitled to know everything -- kr not even that, just because youre around them they believe they are entitled to your life, crazy work
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i find the complete disregard for human dignity and privacy in the modern world disgusting, its widespread normalisation ( especially amongst the younger generations ) is concerning to me where humanitarian values are heading
ive noticed an alarming trend regarding this as i am fuether integrating into the adult world, in fact the first major red flags began showing around 9 th grade when i noticed a trend of not being allowed to preserve my privacy and faced with refusal once again when i ask to take down certain media that felt violating
moreover, people constantly stalking one another ( incl. me ) unveiled aother layer of distrust and discomfort around others -- feels like every step i take could lead to stalking, harassment, and a violation of boundries
but ye idk, it feels like mutual respect in the modern day and age is a nonexistent concept, and yet everyone is normalising it,, i dont particularly mind it as i do put stuff out there to be seen but at some point it turns into stalking rather than curiosity
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im very employed again :( sick leave over ... wont be able to do much activism and stuff
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my latin teacher taught me this phrase : "saccus vacuus" -- it means "empty sack" and can be used as an insult to basically call someone a loser in latin
i feel like saccuus vacuus today it is 10 pm only now have i been able to get out of bed, there is a massacre going on inside of me π₯
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applying body glitter "this is the skin of a killer, BELLA"
also re to :
sending tmrw :)
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we are doing some trans activism in the following months, tired of this country treating my existence as a clinical insanify i have to self-discriminate and beg for,, all progress is being led by activists and courts all while the government is turning a blind eye
lithuania has been nothing but ignorant of trans peoples rights since 2007, it took them 15 years just to make the name change process not require expensive and costly court procedures and they still gatekept it behind a "transsexualism" diagnosis, which ive been constantly suffering and dedignifying myself over since like 15, in an environment where i get death threats or other hatecrime just going kn walks
you still have to go through those same court procedures to change your legal gender on documents
this ridicule of trans people cannot continue uncalled out for, it is a clear ignorance of european justice court orders, systematic discrimination against transgender people, and a clear violation of human rights, especially for a country that positions itself as a progressive and freedom-loving nation "compared to regimes like balarus"
tomorrow i am contacting some orgs and i plan to escalate to government sectors, exchanges will be as public as i can allow it, because i cannot let this issue to be quietly swept under the rug,, if i managed to push for trans rights and recognition in school and work maybe i can do it for future national good as well
stay tuned
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there are so many stupid arguments for why trans people shouldnt have human rights in lithuania and they believe every single one of those, scoring 5/32 on the TGEU index together with balarus, that lithuania pretends to be soooo much better than
one stupid example i heard from a politics person i know semupersonally, "well, my name could be trashcan, why wouldnt we place barriers on name changes" when cis people can just Go And Do That in like 1 day as long as they show theyre not trying to escape legal responsibility or sth
stupid politicians π₯
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https://masto.doskel.net/@ari/117010095709193669
does anyone need thinkpad L14 parts
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the "hi hi hru good wbu good nice wyd nm wbu same lol" social script should be punishable by death penalty or prison for life
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everyone both irl and online keeps calling me AI and im so tired of it </3
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https://ari.lt/gpt/answer/87745bf4-e345-4be9-b84a-dd7954a38b97?page=13
OMG TODAY MARKS THE ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF ARIGPT
i miss when it was 5 of us π
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https://github.com/TecharoHQ/anubis/commit/a98f7219579c3b1824f50af924950e6ebceb0f9b this is soooooooo ironic
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you know how theres performative males ? i feel like lithuania is a performative country
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oh life update, uni applications are fully over and im def getting in ( my konkursinis balas is 8.67 so not TOO awful, could be better but eh ), i managed to even get a 100% on my IT exam which is awesome what stresses me out is finances though i think i got it worked out now more or less so while i dont spend over half my time in work i guess i shall continue planning for uni, budgeting, and resourcing, also i guess i shall catch up on projects and stuff so once i am in uni maybe i can get an IT job not uh This with my results i will probably get into VU though i applied to 8 programmes across 3 unis, though VU's top choice, decided against VGTU as the top choice for ive heard that VU's programΕ³ sistemos is more rigorous than, say, VGTU's programΕ³ inΕΎinerija either way fun stuff wish me luck πͺ
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i got forced to go on sick leave, couldnt take the 13 hour shift slavery healthwise :"D anyway i feel like i am doing the most soulless, pointless, robotic work ever, all while the management pretends we are changing lives it is seriously just retail work, and the management glazes it all as if its medicine, cancer research, something creative and life changing, when its just yelling bitter old customers, shelves, and same robotic actions for 13 hours a day for minimum pay i am so hoping that i wont need to do this for long πππ either way, experience is experience i guess, next week i SHOULD be okay but ive been on meds for like over 2 weeks now spending over 70 eur in total </3 while im sick i guess ill catch up on work i couldnt while working due to time, energy constraints, and maybe in the meantime ill be able to find a computer to bring that wont break after 2 weeks anyway i am pain thanks for listening to my rant
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i think im not going to uni this year, i alrd applied and ought to get in but financially i feel not ready at all and im dcared
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