nusikilinsiu nša, ka jus turejot omeny dedant pirmos dalies 8 pratima i pirma dali o ne 2, be to wtf kas ten bet sudas su 13, atstumais bei visu 20 😭
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not feeling good mentally like at all via email alone i applied to 93 positions thus far, all of which either ignored, ghosted, or rejected me applied to a couple positions IRL as well, all failed applied via online platforms too, failed add all of that together and we have like 100+ positions what the hell tomorrow or at least day after tomorrow im exhausting my last options and if it fails i am so so so done with life, im not doing ts anymore i feel depressed, anxious, and in general awful mental pain,, each rejection, ghosting feels like another wound in my body
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nooooooo lidl rejected me 😭 how do i get a job i applied to like a billion positions im genuinely losing hope oh well im trying for the last time tomorrow ... if nothing works out i am so done with life
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only if the people in power put as much effort into getting my identity recognised as they do in regards to erasing it
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my bald head ( well now not completely bald ) is triggering bigots so much and its beautiful how it highlights the bigot in bigots went on like 45 or so min walk ended up getting hatecrimed 6 times \eh i mean one of those times were just shouting the fslur at me from a driving car so yknow theyre not all the same weight anywho, its beautiful, i kinda wanna be bald always now as a social experiment, tho i miss my hair so idk lithuania is a very beautiful country
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today was my last day of actual school next 2 weeks i have exams next week im also applying to uni crazy
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https://git.ari.lt/ari/brandos-darbas-2025-2026-informatika brandos darbas published will do a more official release tmrw
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malus clankerslop company is a joke and a gross exploitation of the open source community
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just had a meeting where the following were all used :
- tech[nical] debt
- code smell
- code rot
- bit rot
- cruft
- legacy code
- architecture debt
tech people please shut up 🙏
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technical debt is a great example of technical debt because we have created so many terms describing the same thing it's grown its own semantic debt
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today i had a huge fight with my eyeliner it like refused to be symmetric no matter what i did but i did ok at the end of the day i think
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hi well idk if hi but im going to sleep soon, today was fun, uhhh im back in action tmrw 4 pm
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ughhhh zero i mean ZERO jobs want me like why, not even the simplest ones like this cashier gig :
Labas,
nuoširdžiai dėkojame, kad susidomėjai darbu „...“ ir skyrei laiko dalyvauti atrankoje. Tai labai vertiname!
Išnagrinėję visas kandidatūras, šįkart į kitą atrankos etapą pakvietėme kitą kandidatą. Tačiau tavo karjeros kelias „...“ komandoje gali prasidėti jau netrukus – kviečiame sekti mūsų naujienas ir atviras pozicijas čia >>.
Pagarbiai
...
Talentų pritraukimo ir atrankų specialistė
this is the second rejection email i got in the past like hour and it especially hurt cuz i was so sure ill get it due to my skills and location
but ughhhh i cannot 🥹 it is so mentally painful to be applying to like a billion positions and be accepted to zero, it was 70 positions before now its like definitely more --- my current goal is to apply to all and everything i can
what am i doing wrong what is this labour market, i am feeling insanely stressed about this 😭 what makes it worse is that people aew laughing at me about it like what kind of a laughing manner is this,,, "become a burger flipper" I AM TRYING TO and other cynical comments, general pompous behavious directsd at me it all sucks,,, labour market is rejecting me while my environment is simply leaving me astray and it feels si mentally draining
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tomorrow is International Day Against Homophobia, Biphobia and Transphobia
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ari@debarian (main) x-algorithm % git lfs ls-files 3b5d6955e2 - phoenix/artifacts/oss-phoenix-artifacts.zip
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https://github.com/xai-org/x-algorithm
corporate stunt ( again )
no docs, no commit history, no PRs or issues either ( though understandable what happened last time, but no CONTRIBUTING.md file even ... ), etc
elon "open sources" recommendation algorithms providing exactly 0 value to the open source community just to gain publicity praising him as "an open source hero"
gross, gross, gross ...
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the nginx RCE bug is so overplayed it requires ALSR disabled and even then its not guarenteed considering how many servers run alpine with musl i guess theres the risk of a DoS still but, although fail2ban & rate limiting greatly mitigate this risk just use ufw or some other FW, alpine ( if possible ), fail2ban, ensure to drop worker process permissions, and keep your server up to date
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its scary how the 7 th maj version of linux is in pre-release, i feel old, i still remember the good old days of linux 4.x.x
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if protecting children and preventing violence are the priorities, those standards should apply consistently regardless of race, religion, nationality, political, sexuality, gender, age, and alike
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if one more person tries to shove zig or rust down my throat against my will i WILL rewrite all of their modernware in the most vile, unsafe c89 ones ever seen good night
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https://git.ari.lt/ari.lt/ad.ari.lt/issues/1 im kind of proud of my legal reasoning here
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